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Mistakes and Other Takes

by Casper Television

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1.
when i’m emptied like evaporating water the skin that holds my thoughts begins to sag but i won’t say i feel hollow when i miss you as i roam around like some old plastic bag cause it’s aimless but it’s peaceful kind of numb but still at least full of more thoughts feelings and wishes then before it’s like the longer that you’re gone the more feelings linger on the more i miss you well the more i have to store but it’s worth it all these heartaches all the aftermath of earthquakes if only to be words inside a song cause a song could change the whole world in an instant turn the dirt gold a single note could stay with you so long when i’m overwhelmed like falling through a dreamscape and there’s nothing i can reach for that’ll hold the pleasures of survival beyond all that’s necessary start to turn my lust for life into a mold it’s decomposing but it’s peaceful kind of dead but still at least full of more thoughts in it’s reflection then before cause your life could fill with meaning fill with sorrow fill with dreaming and even when it’s full there’s room for more but it’s worth it all these endings all the fear of future pending if only to be words inside a song cause a song could change the whole world in an instant turn the dirt gold a single note could stay with you so long
2.
Cars cars racing thoughts Come back down like an astronaut I got two friends who look like me When you look closer it ain't much to see But there's difference in the way we change The way we age ain't quite the same I got a friend from my high school class When he got to college he aged so fast His hair fell out and his clothes turned tweed He started saying grass what he meant was weed He read all the beats from the 1950s When he was only 19 people thought he was 60 Oh my god What do you want With all this time What do you want Oh lord what do you want What do you want from me In Tompkins Square in the dirt and the beetles I jumped off the swings onto a hyperdermic needle My mom freaked out but the needle was clean Just a dried left over from the nightlife scene Well I grew up and the years moved on Now the park is plastic and the junkies are gone See the process of change moves different ways And no matter what nothing ever stays As natural time shapes our bones and face the bones of the city are just replaced -chorus- Jim jones james dean I always trust people but not their dreams You can live today like you'll die tomorrow But life is bigger then your joys and sorrows Stuck in solipsistic fears My god my soul my life my tears My own undoing my own two hands My own unwillingness to understand My heart my voice my right my time Mine mine mine mine mine mine mine -chorus-
3.
Escape Me 03:47
It’s a scene you can’t escape never knowing your mistakes It’ll hold you till you swear you never love it still and ending’s always sad even if the rest was bad cause it means there’s nothing left that can redeem it everyday when I awoke I thought maybe I could cope now I know if their was hope I must have dreamed it every time our worries went it seemed like an accident like we should only be this happy with our eyes closed oh I’ve got the words to take you back but all these words can escape me oh I’ve got the words to take me back but all these words can escape me even I could see every time you looked at me you were waiting for the words to leave you speechless and as clueless as I seem I still know you like a dream you’re a feeling that I know but can’t remember there’s a vagueness in your smile unintentional denial of the interest you let others find within you still there’s moments when we kiss and my thoughts no longer twist just two bodies knowing every second -chorus (x2)-
4.
all the plans you make all the things you’ve done all the ways you think that you are they don’t mean you will they don’t hold you still they don’t make you real they just are all your thoughts break down all your cars break down all your thoughts need parts just like cars and they take up time and they make more time and they waste your time just like bars all the lives you dream all the songs you sing all the hopes you still keep alive they won’t hold you tight they won’t make things right they won’t still be there when you’ve died so the plans you make and the things you’ve done all the ways you think that you are they are all just maps they are all just words but they still define all you know
5.
i feel it watching the cars go by like a movie of somebody’s wasted life it don’t move me cause i know that can’t be me out there dying, up on the silver screen when they feel it coming in their veins all these dogs are gonna do the same (X3) lying under the starless sky on a rooftop beyond the city lights there’s a moment when time seems to stop and freeze and i'm lost in some long forgotten crease and oh my lord you may never know what it’s like to truly loose control all my life i’ve always wanted more now here i am falling through the floor I’m drinking and smoking to get away from the jokes of a long winded attaché stuck in tropes from an ism that still in style i start dying behind this lifeless smile and oh my lord you may never know what it’s like to truly loose control all my life i’ve always wanted more now here i am falling through the floor when they feel it coming in their veins all these dogs are gonna do the same (X2)
6.
Sad Sad Song 03:03
Oh, I went to the doctor I said "doctor, please, what do you do when your true love leaves?" He said "the hardest thing in the world to do Is to find somebody believes in you" Make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song Make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song And so I went to the whippoorwill I said "whippoorwill, please, what do you do when your true love leaves?" He said "I only have but one trick up my sleeve I sing it over and over till she comes back to me" I make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song I make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song And so I went to the whale I said "killer whale, please, what do you do when your true love leaves?" He said "I only have but one trick up my sleeve I sing it over and over till she comes back to me" I make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song I make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song And so I went to my mom I said "Mama, please, what do you do when your true love leaves?" She said "the hardest thing in the world to do Is to find somebody believes in you"
7.
If there’s something you can feel beneath the water won’t you let me know before I start to swim cause I can feel the water gnawing at my ankles and a restless quiver shaking every limb i can see your murky waters getting darker and the wind from off your swells is getting cold well you’ve warned me of the dangers in your depths before if i’m informed will i still drown inside your world well if this storm turns gold all these memories grow old i’ll still taste the salt dried upon my skin but if this calm won’t hold like a sickness from a mold i’ll close my eyes and let this dream begin the wind begins to shake out all your feelings growing leaves freed from where they steam and when you see them out there spinning all around you you see which thoughts won’t make it to the end i can taste this wind you’ve blown around me and it’s filled with all the spices that you love but it’s burning off my tough and these words won’t come and i’m begging for the skies to clear above -chorus- i’ll close my eyes and let this dream begin (born in a hurricane)
8.
America 04:58
the soul of this dying country is lying in apathy’s wake driven and bound for glory is the look on this country’s face but behind those stoic gazes is a self hatred mixed with fear cause everyone’s out to get us and surely the end is near hold on america my gold son america it’s alright america to fail if this world is a high school gym class this country’s a loud obnoxious brat he knows all the rules cause he made em and when you’re wrong he knows exactly what you did cause our mussels are the biggest and the strongest and everyone else can see if everyone gets in our way now we’ll knock out that fuckers teeth -chorus- deep inside your promise of the future is a past that’s trying hard to be erased you can clean your skin when it’s dirty but you cannot scrub the wrinkles from your face cause you’re only young while you’re aging it’s in the contrast we define exist and talk but the problem with this dualistic thinking is you’re stuck between a hard place and a rock -chorus-

credits

released March 25, 2018

Sei Smith - Vocals, Guitar
Bruno Smith - Bass, Lead Guitar
Sasha Altskan - Drums

Recorded and Engineered by Colin Kinniburgh
Produced by Sei Smith
All songs recorded the basement

All songs written by Sei Smith, Bruno Smith & Sasha Altskan*
All lyrics written by Sei Smith*

*Except "Sad Sad Song" Written by M. Ward


Music Videos: www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGsxolu8iqY&list=PLeIVWiF9Cy9xxTTOHHKNbgEKpdtLciVpZ

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Casper Television New York, New York

Casper Television was raised by a couple dogs and a kind mailman. They began playing music at a young age bonding one their mutual love of hair. Soon they were writing songs, learning words, and living in a house.

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